Seeking Top aggressive Men. All races are cool.

I am 57 years old. Looking for real men. Don't enjoy fem me. I am 6 tall 260lb. I have gray hair and a gray beard. I'm married and have to be on the DL. I live in Ventura and will pay for you to come to me. Hard to explain to wife going to LA.

I am very easy going. I love having a guy in control of me in bed. I want to try many things. Never did a 3 way or golden shower or feet and anything much really. I am gay and love it but no one knows. Not looking for a man that is fem. Cock size I am looking for is at least 9 inches. Sometimes like the idea to try being a Bitch to some strong Black Man or Latin Man and Hairy White Man. As long as there are limits. The more hair the better. Really the right man is cool hair or no hair. It's the total man type. The take control man.

I was molested at 14 and and loved it so much that I'd love to do that again. I wanted him but did not know he knew and took me and forced me to drink him and pissed on me. He did everything that I dream of but never knew he knew. Can any of you help me re-live this? Please. He hurt my ass but when he kissed me it was worth it.

Thanks